Chapter: Hermione in danger

I open my eyes again and see Poppy, Ron and Dean staring at me.

"Thank god Harry, we thought you were dead," says Poppy seriously.

I look at Poppy and tell her that I saw Mum and was briefly upstairs.
She looks at me in horror and finally says to me: "Anyone who has been up there for a moment will die very soon."
Logically, therefore, my mother said that I have a lot of time because I would soon be back upstairs.
It doesn't make any sense.

Dumbeldore comes up to me and tells me that it would be better to take me to the hospital as I could be better looked after and monitored there.

Suddenly the door flies open and Sirius storms in.
He looks at me in disbelief and finally tells me that Hermione is awake and out of danger.
I try to sit up and smile at him. Dumbeldore tells me I still have to go to the hospital.
Sirius doesn't think this is a good idea and says that Hermione shouldn't get upset under any circumstances and certainly would. If she found out that I am not dead after all, but still alive, but will soon give up the spoon anyway.

So hehe can I stay here and wait until Hermione comes back.
But unfortunately it will only come, as I find out in a week.
Well better in a week, I don't think so. Unfortunately, I have to spend this week in the hospital bed and I can't move an inch.

After an endlessly long week the door suddenly flies open and I can hardly believe my eyes.
A worried Hermione stands in front of my bed with tears in her eyes.
She stares at me in disbelief and stutters something about being dead.
I smile at her and tell her that I won't be leaving anytime soon.
Well my heart says something else.
Again it spasms and I grasp my chest, my face contorted with pain.
Hermione rushes to my bed and wants to help me. Well somehow she can help me, too, but not like that.

I sit up and look her in the eye.
I tell her not to worry, I'll be fine.
She looks at me pale and mumbles what is going on and on.
That was the last time I saw Hermione like this, I hardly saw her for the next few weeks and my heart ached more and more.

And when I saw it, it was weird and totally closed.
In the common room she was next to nothing, most of the time she was in the library.
Again and again I secretly went to the library to see it at least once.
I look at her and am sad that she did not at least confide in me, but Hermione became more and more withdrawn and only talks to teachers when she had to.

I lean against the door and secretly watch her.
She lost her smile and the glow in her eyes a long time ago I noticed.Sure, she had lost her parents, but am I no longer counting?

After all, I almost died.
Suddenly she notices me, looks at me briefly and then sticks her pretty nose into her book again.
It breaks my heart to see her like this.
I can clearly feel a hand on my heart as it tries to tear.
I can clearly feel how it gives way a little and it hurts.
I sink to the floor and gasp in pain.

Hermione looks up to see me on the floor, but she doesn't even respond.
She just sat there and stared at me.
Well, great, I think to myself, I'm only almost going crazy here and she doesn't do anything.
She just sits there staring stupidly at me.
Rather confused and distracted, I finally get up again and go to Poppy to be on the safe side.

Poppy looks at me worriedly and checks immediately after my health.
She looks horrified and says quietly that it is Hermione who is trying to tear my heart out.
I look at her in disbelief and ask her why she should do this.

Poppy tries to explain it to me and is of the opinion that Hermione is looking for someone to blame after the death of her parents and that would be me.
She has gained tremendously in power in the last few weeks and would now probably have the talent to break hearts, however she did that, of course she did not know.
Poppy only knew that I should stay away from Hermione so as not to get hurt more or even to die.
Hermione should be a danger to me?

Wasn't she always so nice to me and now she should kill me?
I don't understand and I don't want to.

Sorry about this news, I go to my bed and try to sleep.
Unfortunately, I don't sleep very well because I have nightmares.